Money, it’s a crime

Urgh OK money is the bane of my existence I swear.  I’m good with it, I work carefully and budget and stuff, but I do have times where I spend it like I have an inexhaustible amount of it.  Which clearly I don’t.  Seeing as though I haven’t had a raise or anything in the past couple of years, things can get a bit hairy at times with everything going up and my salary staying the same.  Anyhoo it is what it is and I always make a plan don’t I.

I seriously can’t wait to receive my course material, I will be learning subjects like Economics and Financial accounting so I will be über clever (more than I already am).  I will know how to work with money, even though I don’t have any.  Which helps in a roundabout way right.   My goal in life is to be debt free and off the grid and at the moment the only thing I am achieving is winding myself up tighter into the system which I know doesn’t work *sigh* rather counter productive but all in the name of a greater goal.  Just have to keep focused.  It will of course help to win the lotto or receive a large donation of cash from someone that find themselves within the 1% of the world population that has an abundance of it or maybe when the system collapses it will all work out.  But for now I am just forward marching.  Just have to focus on needs and not wants for the time being.  And not buy things like shoes and corsets.  The kids still need a few items of clothing, but that is a need.

We live in such an illusion don’t we…