>Look I know I said I would make more of an effort to put in some blogging time. But I’m in my shell at the moment, it’s safe and comfortable there. I have so many things I want to say, but, I just don’t want to. I like to sometimes keep my things to myself and just stew and mull over them and sort them out in my head.
I feel in a really good space though, I’m coping and I’m not a sobbing teary mess. Last night I went to therapy, it helps right. The therapist thinks I’m in denial. I brought it up though so I started it. I’m slightly disappointed in this as I like to think that I don’t run away from issues and that I am brave enough to confront head on and sort it out. I’m over “bury the pain and deal with it later” maybe not…any-the-hoo
Me and Denial will just sit quietly here in my corner where we can keep an eye on each other and everything and everyone and will be in discussions in how we will go about feeling fine without needing him (I feel that Denial is a him – how else?).
My therapist is lovely though and we are on the same wavelength so I am sure we will sort something out. The road to healing and acceptance is sometimes a rocky road but boy do you come out fit and ready to face anything on the other side!